i am good at hiding things

but most of the time i think  i can change

because once my dad told me:

“no, you can’t just leave home like that”

 the bright in my eyes just got even more

darker than i thought

and you were that light in the corner of it

saying “once we met, you’ll stay, you'll never run away”

and thats what i did

because no one ever in my life

was aware of how i felt

not even me

once we met, my bare foot felt paradise for the first time

damn, it was like most people told me about

your eyes on mine and your dry tongue

tried to calm me with desert memories

we were about to fall in love

 i was right for the first time in my life.

because i never felt so good about something

that i never had before

and this is my first promise

believe it when i say:

the night told me about you and my heart felt excited for the first time in years.

the shine in my roof, the magnetism all over my hands, my messy hair and my dirty knuckles felt magical.

i wanted you to be afraid of my mind

i wanted you to feel the moon inside of my body

because sparks will explode

and our shadows will die

and i would never get over

how much i want you.